Lalalaaa~

I have forgotten how singing would always make my day.
*smiles*

Pray Pray Pray!

Praying is the way to all my whining.

Praying is my way, my lifestyle, it is where I found refuge and rest.

It is where I am strengthened and restored -- to run towards the greater purpose and destiny in my life.

Thank You (:

So where to begin with...

There is this thing about me, that I cannot take it when 12763414 things come together all at one time. And this happened just recently, where I have many decisions to make, and I was on the alert mode to make changes anytime to accommodate with any sudden changes again. Together with that is my study which is getting heavier by days, things have accumulated and became so tiring and stressful, with a restless mind and body every night. On top of that, I have to deal with the common-imperfection-of human and university facilities.

So I got really short-tempered and impatient. And I am still feeling it now.

But I had a good time sharing and listening from the boyfriend last night. If I have not tell before, he is one amazing soul I know, impressively amazing (:

And I know that I am whining because I am not comfortable in the process of being enlarged. Both in my capacity to love and to work. I know. It is just, uncomfortable.

I wish I could have 48 hours in a day, to complete the this-and-that, and make some time to pamper myself.

On a happier note,

HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST-EST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!
(birthday post coming up next! :P)

Sunday Night

At 137am, and no I am not sleepy. Not ready for lesson tomorrow either.

It's been a while since I feel lost like this. Yikes.
Buck up min, buck up.

I think I should go read some notes for tomorrow.

Good night! (:

Of grief and the downs in life

A very dear friend of mine lost her mother over a car crash yesterday.

No I don't know how to react, nor what to say to her. People always say they are not good at comforting someone's loss... I think nobody is good at comforting a loss like that.

Noticing her birthday is two days away makes me feel even more horrible.

I wish I could do more. Be there or what. But I am so far far away in KL.

On a brighter note, Keith preached a timely message this morning, of Staying Up in the Downs of Life.

I know what should I do if I am at the downs of my life, I know cause I have God who is able. But I don't know what should I do when my friend is at the downs of her life. She doesn't have a God like me.

If you are reading this, keep my friend in prayer okay? She needs lotsa strength.

I close my eyes and I can see a better day, I close my eyes, and... I pray

How does it feels

Avril Lavigne has a song named "How does it feels", oh no, this post have nothing to do with that. Just random and purely coincidental (:

I used to have a really good friend, whom we shared our life, our beliefs, and everything. He is a friend of need, a friend whom I know I can count on. We started our journey in God together, and slowly... he fades away. And I heard bad things about him from friends. I don't know how true could that be, since we don't get a chance to talk since then.

Every time I happen to see his Facebook, my heart sores for reason I could not identify. But I do hope that we could meet up again, to talk, to chat, to dream, just like last time (:

I guess, as we grow old, things are different. There are just some people that you have to put aside, throw away, to avoid further heartache. Meanwhile, cherish those who value you and walk with you.

I am learning to move on (:

The most important person in my life

Mom gave my number to a stranger this morning. Surprise? Haha.

Mom does not always do this, there is a reason to it.

It was just so happened that she met two KDU Penang students at McD this morning while buying McD breakfast.

KDU student: Auntie, you very 'in' hor, you eat McD!
Mom: *proud* Hehee yea, cause my children like(McD) so I learn.
[I am so touched, this is the world-best mom of mine! (:]

Ohh and so mom asked the KDU's to email me the McD voucher so that I can print out and go for it too. That explains the unfamiliar misscall this morning (:



Seriously, my mom is so cute. Won't you agree with me? :P

a 30 minutes

Have you ever feel like wanting to say something yet you have no channel to do so?

Well I have. Not to say that this blog is going to be a place that I relent all my frustrations, it might encompass some, but I will try to not let it be :P Let's see how things go at the end (:

Today, is the first time I feel so defeated after so long of feeling great about school life. I guess I do have lots to rant about my school but let's not go there.

So here is to this morning and the terrible experience in school.

It was humiliating, it was tough and I felt like escaping, running away from school etc etc. But I had no choice but to stay there and after a 30 minutes? I feel better, and I think I will be okay soon. It is not such a big deal after all. On this note, I want to thank the boyfriend who talked to me when I felt like crap. Thank you for being there (:

From now on, I will
. keep my composure and keep my cool at any unexpected/unpleasant situation
. not rant/complain on Twitter (and try not to do so in this blog too! :P)
. remember about the 30 minutes. Haha

Til then.

Introduction

Hello all! *waves*

I wanted to start something on Tumblr but, I just cannot get the hang of it and so... meeniewrites is born. Don't ask me why meenie, I was thinking about Eenie Meenie Miney Mo and so.. meeniewrites. Random I know. Hah! :P

This is my 831562354th blog but I promise I will stay faithful to this blog from now on. It is going to be a place where I share my thoughts and record my life.

Feel free to drop by sometimes to have a peep at it. It might entertain you but I don't promise that! Haha!

This is it for the first post I guess.

Til then.

Loves.