this is why i need God

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

Are you part of my family?

Family.

Family forgives, loves and still trust no matter what offense the family members commit.

I know I can always count on my family :)

I have always wanted to bid goodbye properly ...

Unofficially, today was my last day of Uni life. We had ourselves a little pizza farewell gathering by the famous Taylor's lake, and lotsa photo-taking. (No pictures cause internet speed is too slowwww to grab people's photo :P)

Looking back, I am grateful for the friends around me. Although I might not be VERY close with all of them, but they are all really nice people. So nice that I'm a little bit worry to not have people as nice as them when I start working.

I'm thankful for them. 3 years of tears and joy shared. I hope we would see each other again. And I want to say this properly... Goodbye! (:

it is ending...

Of assignments
I know I said many times how I loath assignments, but right now I don't want it to end... cause I want to stay in school.

Of friendship we build over the years is priceless
I guess this is it eh? I am so so so going to miss my class. The lovely people and lecturer.

Of Taylor's - where my journey in KL started
The familiar surrounding of Taylor's and their parking that I've 'tweet-scold' many times... I guess there I don't have a chance to scold you anymore.

Of future
I am excited to go for my internship in two weeks time although it sounds really challenging and demanding, but I can't wait for crazy details and deadlines.

What the future have in store for me? I don't know. Will I be able to meet nice people like our CMM/J (Sem 6/2011) anymore?

I just gotta trust right? Yet what is the pulling I am feeling in my heart right now?

Currently addicted to...

♥

I can't wait for tonight! :D

Because...

I am finally meeting Tasya and Michelle tonight. (not that I don't see chelle in class, but you know, this is called, 'hang out/catch up' :P)

Well... I am feeling quite relieved now cause I have got my internship placement confirmed. Kinda like, a miracle actually. I sent out my resume, received a call, interview, confirmed - took me only one week to process all these (:

Putting all that aside, I am grateful.

To my amazing lecturer Miss Catherine Lee who coached and walked us through this internship application process, you are indeed a great teacher. One who nurtures and cares.

And to Jing Wen who took the time out to be there for me physically and mentally when I panicked for no reason... I love you so much. You are indeed an awesome friend! *big hug*

Hazel Saw for layan-ing and took the time to read and reply all my unending stressful/silly/late night BBMs. I don't know why you are so amazingly patient to me sometimes. HAHA :P

Kathy Loh for, well, allowing me to spill everything and anything to you, at anytime. *grins*

The boyfriend who, are there all the time. You are my pillar of strength who love me when I am unlovable.

My CG who are just being my CG mates. It feels better that I know I am not doing something alone, that I know I belonged.

To the people(s) around that have lend me a helping hand, a word of encouragement and support - THANK YOU SO MUCH. You all mean so much to me.

Again, I am reminded to be grateful, and to put others first (:

Can somebody teach me how to add 'blogs that you read' at the side? no don't teach me, just give me the codes to paste. yes I am lazy like that Lol :P

Hellooooo! *wave from behind my seat*

So here is to my absence from this blog. I was too busy to pen down anything. I can only remember that I was extremely busy with the two assignments I had, and... I don't know what else. You know, just things here and there. Haha. And I have no intention of making this blog my itinerary so I guess it doesn't matter where have I been, right? (:

So here are some pics...


I wanted to put more pics actually... But I spent too much time stalking people's FB (accidentally!) and blog (it started from a innocent intention to get some info :/) and so... my laptop battery is dying.

Hahaha. So maybe I will pay Peter's birthday blog debt next time :p

Nights all! (:

Because my BB keypad give up on me... I'm relying on PC to get everything out, so here go the multiple posts on Blogspot! :P

Emotions and feelings come and go.

If you got into a relationship with someone because he/she is there at your lowest point of life...
(knowing that he/she is not going to keep up with you given a thousands and tens of thousands year, that he/she can't go far with you in life)

Think twice.

You are not only going to hurt yourself, you are hurting someone nice who was there when you needed someone.

Not that I am in any position to judge, but I guess we all should learn to control our emotions and feelings. Take charge, be your own master. Movie is fictional, but your life is a reality.

Live it up!

Speechless

So Friday ended, I slept my way through until 9am today! Saturday rocks! Well cause... I didn't sleep on Thursday haha.

I suppose presentation was okay. I don't know. People said it was okay... But.. you know la, who would come and tell you that your presentation sucks right? LOL :P

Anyhow today was... Speechless.

I think I need a break. A real break. Desperately. Not just a dinner or window shopping.

Perhaps it will be good if I can start with a movie (: Wanting to watch a movie badly.

Then maybe... Genting next Friday. Hohoho :P

Have a great day all!

I can't wait for Friday to end

Today... is the day where comfort food doesn't even help. And I lost my appetite for dessert, na-da! Nay ):

Sigh. Let's just pray that...

I don't look like a nutcase on my presentation day.

I can present well though I am the last to present.

I have a bigger heart like Shirley to contain them (:

Even though everything is on me... Even though I might not take all the credits for the works I did... Even though it could be burdensome... I can do it. icandoiticandoiticandoit! (:

Let's just hope that I can really do it, can't wait to start on another assignment and leave this behind! :D

On a side note, I am really thankful for my group mates. They are exceptionally helpful, I'm blessed to have them ((((:

Lalalaaa~

I have forgotten how singing would always make my day.
*smiles*

Pray Pray Pray!

Praying is the way to all my whining.

Praying is my way, my lifestyle, it is where I found refuge and rest.

It is where I am strengthened and restored -- to run towards the greater purpose and destiny in my life.

Thank You (:

So where to begin with...

There is this thing about me, that I cannot take it when 12763414 things come together all at one time. And this happened just recently, where I have many decisions to make, and I was on the alert mode to make changes anytime to accommodate with any sudden changes again. Together with that is my study which is getting heavier by days, things have accumulated and became so tiring and stressful, with a restless mind and body every night. On top of that, I have to deal with the common-imperfection-of human and university facilities.

So I got really short-tempered and impatient. And I am still feeling it now.

But I had a good time sharing and listening from the boyfriend last night. If I have not tell before, he is one amazing soul I know, impressively amazing (:

And I know that I am whining because I am not comfortable in the process of being enlarged. Both in my capacity to love and to work. I know. It is just, uncomfortable.

I wish I could have 48 hours in a day, to complete the this-and-that, and make some time to pamper myself.

On a happier note,

HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST-EST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!
(birthday post coming up next! :P)

Sunday Night

At 137am, and no I am not sleepy. Not ready for lesson tomorrow either.

It's been a while since I feel lost like this. Yikes.
Buck up min, buck up.

I think I should go read some notes for tomorrow.

Good night! (:

Of grief and the downs in life

A very dear friend of mine lost her mother over a car crash yesterday.

No I don't know how to react, nor what to say to her. People always say they are not good at comforting someone's loss... I think nobody is good at comforting a loss like that.

Noticing her birthday is two days away makes me feel even more horrible.

I wish I could do more. Be there or what. But I am so far far away in KL.

On a brighter note, Keith preached a timely message this morning, of Staying Up in the Downs of Life.

I know what should I do if I am at the downs of my life, I know cause I have God who is able. But I don't know what should I do when my friend is at the downs of her life. She doesn't have a God like me.

If you are reading this, keep my friend in prayer okay? She needs lotsa strength.

I close my eyes and I can see a better day, I close my eyes, and... I pray

How does it feels

Avril Lavigne has a song named "How does it feels", oh no, this post have nothing to do with that. Just random and purely coincidental (:

I used to have a really good friend, whom we shared our life, our beliefs, and everything. He is a friend of need, a friend whom I know I can count on. We started our journey in God together, and slowly... he fades away. And I heard bad things about him from friends. I don't know how true could that be, since we don't get a chance to talk since then.

Every time I happen to see his Facebook, my heart sores for reason I could not identify. But I do hope that we could meet up again, to talk, to chat, to dream, just like last time (:

I guess, as we grow old, things are different. There are just some people that you have to put aside, throw away, to avoid further heartache. Meanwhile, cherish those who value you and walk with you.

I am learning to move on (:

The most important person in my life

Mom gave my number to a stranger this morning. Surprise? Haha.

Mom does not always do this, there is a reason to it.

It was just so happened that she met two KDU Penang students at McD this morning while buying McD breakfast.

KDU student: Auntie, you very 'in' hor, you eat McD!
Mom: *proud* Hehee yea, cause my children like(McD) so I learn.
[I am so touched, this is the world-best mom of mine! (:]

Ohh and so mom asked the KDU's to email me the McD voucher so that I can print out and go for it too. That explains the unfamiliar misscall this morning (:



Seriously, my mom is so cute. Won't you agree with me? :P

a 30 minutes

Have you ever feel like wanting to say something yet you have no channel to do so?

Well I have. Not to say that this blog is going to be a place that I relent all my frustrations, it might encompass some, but I will try to not let it be :P Let's see how things go at the end (:

Today, is the first time I feel so defeated after so long of feeling great about school life. I guess I do have lots to rant about my school but let's not go there.

So here is to this morning and the terrible experience in school.

It was humiliating, it was tough and I felt like escaping, running away from school etc etc. But I had no choice but to stay there and after a 30 minutes? I feel better, and I think I will be okay soon. It is not such a big deal after all. On this note, I want to thank the boyfriend who talked to me when I felt like crap. Thank you for being there (:

From now on, I will
. keep my composure and keep my cool at any unexpected/unpleasant situation
. not rant/complain on Twitter (and try not to do so in this blog too! :P)
. remember about the 30 minutes. Haha

Til then.

Introduction

Hello all! *waves*

I wanted to start something on Tumblr but, I just cannot get the hang of it and so... meeniewrites is born. Don't ask me why meenie, I was thinking about Eenie Meenie Miney Mo and so.. meeniewrites. Random I know. Hah! :P

This is my 831562354th blog but I promise I will stay faithful to this blog from now on. It is going to be a place where I share my thoughts and record my life.

Feel free to drop by sometimes to have a peep at it. It might entertain you but I don't promise that! Haha!

This is it for the first post I guess.

Til then.

Loves.